tomorrow and today

Midnight, at last. Goodbye today. Goodbye stupid pain in my chest, see ya later self doubt.

Tomorrow is new, tomorrow is mine, tomorrow is the freedom of no more today. Tomorrow i have a plan, a scenario of an expanse to myself and space to breathe and the willingness to remember that I love my life, that I've worked hard for who I am and what I have. I don't have to be shaken with fear, or worry about vulnerability too much, or get too nervous about people coming closer to the tiny little particle of a heart I am actually able to share. Tomorrow I will try to show up just a little bit more. If not with abandon, at least with enthusiasm.